Maybe I was wrong about the previous post

I don't think I actually want to have the life that they have, cause I found out afterwards on The Hills.  Lauren actually ditches all her childhood friends for new friends and doesn't talk to the other people anymore... So maybe i'm better off...  Oh well such is life

Ok finally a random post of sorts

Well I went to the Sounds Music and DVD sale.  I got Laguna Beach the first season.  I've been watching it for the past couple days I'm beginning to feel as though I have missed a lot of my life especially in high school.  I should have made an effort to actually spend time making friends.  But it seems as though sometimes I don't think I could have done much better than I did.  Although in saying that I have found that a lot of my friends who were in high school with me are actually still my friends.  Well at the time I didn't actually realise that they would be my life long friends.  But now that I think about it high school friends do last forever.  Well maybe not forever but close...  I miss not being in high school but I don't think I ever missed it when I was actually there.  I guess it's like that with everything you usually hate the things you love the most.  Becuase of the fear of what it will do to you if you let them into your heart.